We all carry these things inside,
that no one else can see.
They hold us down like anchors.
And drown us out at sea.

You're the one that I stay up all night thinking about.
Coming up with cute things that I wish would happen, but never do

Optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst.

Change is never easy.
You fight to hold on, you fight to let go

I'm screaming every hurtful word I can
think of...and whats killing me is that they
don't hurt you at all because you dont care what I say.
you never did.

My heart beats faster when I'm with you.

And slowly as the years go on,
you lose friends you never thought you would.

 I want to spend all my days with you...
Wrestling over remotes; playing in the mud. Throwing each other in pools.
Fighting over the last piece of cheesecake.
Killing each other over which TV show we're gonna watch.
And then not watching it anyways.
I want to make you mad... & then kiss you.
I want you & me. Forever.

And if you wait for me, I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me, I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter, I'll be your fate. I'll be forever, wait for me.

Just because I have to let you go
doesn't mean that I won't think about you
every step I take away from you <3

Listening to: Finally Home; Miley Cyrus
Feeling: Content.

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Here's to the moments where we didn't think about right and wrong.
Where we just lived, crossed our fingers, and hoped for the best.

when you’re married and have kids
and you’re little girl asks who your first love was,
I hope you say my name

it's funny sometimes, how one small thing can trigger some of the most agonizing feelings, memories, emotions. it's horrible, just when you think you've escaped it all, thrown it away and left it all behind you the feelings creep back up unannounced and turn you upside down and inside out.

Once upon a time words never hurt me.
Change never killed me.
Love never broke me.
Fear never shook me.
My hopes never faded away.
I never needed to break away.
I’m always happy… I never lie.
Yeah... once upon a time.

turn on the shower, lock the door.
fall upon the tile and cry once more.
grab a towel, damp the sounds. don`t
let a soul hear that you`re breaking down

Listening to: Stay Young; We The Kings Feeling: Unsuree?
Thinking: I really want to talk to him.

Explainingmy lovefor you is like
explaining colors to a blind person.

&& you hit me with the truth, but honestly,
i think a bus would havehurt less.

He reached for her hand.
"I don't want to lose you."
His voice was almost in a whisper.
She could feel the tears again,
& she fought them back.
"But you don't want to keep me either, do you?"
To that, he had no response

No, I don't like you,
       I just stare at you all day long for no reason at all.

So this is goodbye?
Thanks for the hurt & the pain
Thanks for the tears & the anger
Thanks for the promises you didn't keep,
For the things you said but didn't mean,
For the lies you told,
For the secrets you shared with everyone?
Thanks for the broken heart.

I hope you drop a penny off the empire state building,

and then decide you really like that penny,

 and jump after it

I bet you don't even remember
half the things i`ll never forget.